STAMP ME—a monologue by Yussef El Guindi

2 July, 2023
Standing in line at border control, an anxious Muslim man’s mind races with thoughts of what to say as he checks and re-checks all necessary documents.


Yussef El Guindi

, a man whose age is currently flexible, is standing. Perhaps he is spotlighted. He has a document pouch hanging around his neck. Every so often, he’ll shuffle forward as if moving in a line. Perhaps he starts at the back of the stage and will zigzag to the front over the course of the play.


What have I forgotten, what have I forgotten? There’s something, there’s always something. Tip of my tongue, top of my brain, back of my pocket: ID.

Front: passport. I have my, my, where is it? Don’t get ahead of yourself.

Birth certificate: pouch.

Pouch: return ticket.

I have my address contacts.

My list of non-address contacts.

I have my whereabouts logged for the past six months.

Who have you been in contact with?

As a matter of fact, sir, I can tell you that.

What did you talk about?


What is your income? Goals? What are your dreams?



Other questions.

Passcodes. Shit. Have I scrubbed everything I need to scrub?

No, sir, I’m single.

Say engaged: they’ll think you have someone to come back to, even if you don’t. But don’t lie, you’re a terrible liar. Be honest. Not too honest.

They’ll poke. They’ll find out everything. Their super-duper uncanny eye will reveal your darkest, dirtiest, even your secretest fantasies. But don’t be paranoid. You’ll hyperventilate. If you hyperventilate, they’ll think you’re hiding something.

Which you are, even if you’re not. But relax. They probably won’t probe that deeply.

They could.


They will — probably. All the things you can’t imagine happening probably will. Oh, shut up.

What else? They’ll want to know who you are … fundamentally. They want to know who you are. Who are they letting in? Can you make yourself into the sort of person they let in? Whatever that is.

Do you have the right answers? Can you craft the right answers without lying? Don’t think the truth is your friend. Do not be an open book. An open book, yes, but to the right page. Otherwise, one wrong word and … they’ll throw that book at you. The one with all those laws that stop people like you from getting in.

What are your intentions?

What are your plans?

What are your expectations?

Who are you?

(Touching where his documents are.)

Documents: Passport. ID. Birth certificate. Bank statements.

“I’m not destitute, sir, I’m a better class of visitor, if I say so myself. You can count on me to be a welcome addition to your great country, even for the short time I’m here.”

Phone. Don’t take it out now, they might want to see it. Passcodes.

Did I scrub my phone of all naked pics?  Yes. I did. What if I didn’t.

(Not sure. Considers.)

You can’t check now, with people behind you …

And those cameras.

(Glances up at the surveillance cameras.)


Did I remove that dick pic? Did I? How many dick pics do I have? Fuuuuuuck.

Relax. They probably won’t ask to look at your phone.

Is it better to say I sleep with women, or men? It might come up. Does it still make a difference?

I forgot to check the latest trends.

Is sounding progressive still good? Not too progressive. Lean on the conservative side. “Sir, I’m not a danger to the moral integrity of your country. As a matter of fact I sleep with …”

(Unsure of which gender to name.)

Who? And what if I want to claim asylum later? If I say I’m straight now, they might hold that against me later if I say I’m not. “I love your cuisine, sir.” Or “ma’am,” it could be a ma’am.

“I dream of your dishes, oh my God. The French can keep their steak frites and millefeuilles, give me hamburgers and apple pie any day. And yes, I eat meat, sir, unless you’re a vegan, which, more and more, right? I have to say, tofu?

Fake bacon? Some of those fake cheeses …

(Makes the ‘it’s delicious’ fingertips kiss.)

… taste like cow. Just like cow milk. If you asked me to do a taste test right now, I’d be like:

(Makes a gesture of amazement / mind being blown.)

This doesn’t come from cows? Really? You’re saying this is almond milk? Shut up.

And your national drinks, oh my God, Coca-Cola? Without Coca-Cola, sir, well … you couldn’t teach the world to sing, could you?

And personally, true story: one time I was feeling so hopeless, sooo, with my — frankly — deeper in the toilet than it usually is, I mean this is like a quick aside, but it was, completely — my life — turd-infested, like the turds had shark fins and were just circling around me. Cloudy with a chance of shit, but: all I had to do was pop open a Coca-Cola, and just the sound of that fizz …

(Loud sound of fizzing.)

made me feel … well — like I could teach the world to sing.

It’s true. My spirits lifted. I was depressed one moment, the next: gratitude, major.

That drink, sir. With that unique sound, and that taste. It was like a church choir, if church choirs could sing the sound of fizz, combined with the taste of sacrament in liquid form … Sir, ma’am, that this drink came from your country, I will be forever,

(Does he become emotional?)

I mean forever. No exaggeration, but I think I would like a Coca-Cola placed in my coffin. Because if it lifts my spirits when I’m alive. You know. Maybe … Right? Ha ha.

No, sir, I’m not on any medications. I’m just very excited to step into your country. I do have a certificate saying I am mentally fit to travel. I was surprised when told that was now a requirement.

I have proof of sanity right here in this pouch. I will not be taking advantage of your excellent health care system, I’m in tip-top. If it wasn’t a brag, I’d say in spite of being awake for the past few days getting ready for this trip, standing in a hundred lines to get a visa, a visa, God be praised,

a birth certificate,

bank statements,

an airline ticket,

mental health evaluation, sending in a stool sample, a urine test, a blood test,

barely eating,

I’m still — I feel like I could go another week without sleep or food. The dream of this, coming here, the nutritional value of that dream, has fed me so much.

I am not a Christian, sir, thank you for asking, I’m a Muslim. Correction, an agnostic. I get the two confused. Actually, they’re totally different. You could say I believe. Just believe.

Mostly in atheism.

Until I start praying when life becomes a little too, you know, horrible, and then I’m back to being a Muslim. With a hint of agnostic.

Though I do admire Christianity. I’d definitely be a Christian if it came naturally to me.

My life is not, it’s not at all bad, no. Sorry if anything I’m saying gives you that impression. I am not trying to escape anything. I have an amazing, oh my God, so — I can’t wait to get back to my life once my visit to your great country is over. I know I’ll return a better man. I feel the change happening already, even meters away from being let in. Waves of whatever this country is selling is washing over me. I mean,

I have to tell you, just being in line, this line,

this particular line that’s leading me to you, it’s … it’s like I’m in a line of pilgrims.


Like I’m walking, what’s that called, the Via Dolorosa? That’s what this immigration line feels like. Like a holy experience. To have traveled so far …

and be this close. And know I’ll soon be speaking to you in person to show you everything about my life and explain what an exceptional and totally harmless person I am, who should be allowed in, who won’t cause anyone, any of your fine citizens, any harm, who may even bring a smile to the naturally born of your country.

I feel—

not like I’m approaching a border, no—

my coming conversation with you feels like I’m snaking my way to a confessional. Where I’ll get to tell you all about myself and have you …

Yes, it will feel like a kind of blessing from you. That’s what this line feels like: a pilgrimage. That ends with your blessing. Blessing me as I know you will, because while I have my faults, I’m an imperfect man, I’ll admit, I’m also an honest man, an educated man. I may have to eat shit every day of my life, but in spite of that, when I start to tell you who I am, you will see no hint of bitterness from those daily—frankly—indignities and humiliations that we just have to accept, just accept, it seems. The pollution of disrespect you have to breathe in every day if you just want to catch your breath from the daily gut punch that now feels like a government taxation on your psyche. We will make you feel less than human to keep you in line. Again, I am not running away, sir, ma’am, I’m a tourist, I am not seeking refuge from the lack of—

basic … decency, for God’s sake, is that too much to ask for? To be treated as a child of God? A human? In my own country? Can’t I get respect for just that? And not be treated as something to be spat on by little men in uniforms with insignias that make them think they can lord it over you with all the heart of a mosquito out to suck your blood and drain you of all the joy that should come with just being alive?

You’ll find no trace of any of that coming out of my mouth. If you could see into my heart, sir, ma’am, you’d see only … hope.


Because I know if I am patient enough, if I can show you enough proof of the real me, you’ll see. You’ll know. You’ll know who I am. You’ll see into my soul. You’ll love my soul. You’ll want to have lunch with it and introduce it to your son, ha ha.

(Correcting himself.)

Your daughter. No, sir, ma’am, I have no intention of trying to stay in the country by marrying a citizen. That would be unethical. To sneak in, sexually? So to speak, sleeping my way to citizenship? That would make me a citizenship whore. It would be a terrible way to take the oath of allegiance. Which I’ve memorized. Purely for fun.




To be in such a line, I already feel … it’s like, yes—again—it might sound weird, but it’s like I really can hear the choir of a thousand Coca-Cola cans being opened.

(A rising crescendo of glorious soda cans being popped open and fizzing. Listens to the sounds.)

How can it not make you dream of better days?

(Listens some more, then:)







Let me?

Let me in?

Stamp me?

My passport?


Bless me. With a stamp. Please?

(At the front of the stage now looking out at the audience. Perhaps he holds his passport out like it’s a begging bowl.)

As only you can. Stamp … stamp me?

Stamp me?

Stamp me? Stamp me? … Stamp me? Stamp me? Please? Please? Stamp me?

Stamp … me?

(Hold for a beat. Blackout. End of play.)


“Stamp Me” will be performed live in the ReOrient series at the Golden Thread Theatre in San Francisco, October 2023.

Born in Egypt, raised in London and now based in Seattle, Yussef El Guindi’s work frequently examines the collision of ethnicities, cultures and politics that face Arab/ Middle Eastern Americans and Muslim Americans. His productions include Hotter Than Egypt at Marin Theatre Company and ACT in Seattle; People of the Book at ACT; The Talented Ones at ART in Portland; and Threesome at Portland Center Stage, ACT, and at 59E59 (NY). Bloomsbury/Methuen Drama recently published “The Selected Works of Yussef El Guindi”, and Broadway Play Publishing Inc. published a collection of short pieces entitled In A Clear Concise Arabic Tongue. He is the recipient of several honors, including the Steinberg/ATCA New Play Award, American Blues Theater’s Blue Ink Playwriting Award, L.A. Weekly’s Excellence in Playwriting Award, and the Middle East America Distinguished Playwright Award. Stamp Me will be performed at Golden Thread Productions in San Francisco in the fall of 2023.

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