{"id":35505,"date":"2024-12-06T10:11:55","date_gmt":"2024-12-06T08:11:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/themarkaz.org\/oldsite\/?p=35505"},"modified":"2024-12-07T16:17:50","modified_gmt":"2024-12-07T14:17:50","slug":"the-curse-of-the-chinar-tree-a-family-horror-story","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/themarkaz.org\/oldsite\/the-curse-of-the-chinar-tree-a-family-horror-story\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;The Curse of the Chinar Tree&#8221;\u2014a family horror story"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThe Curse of the Chinar Tree\u201d was produced as part of <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/untold-narratives.org\/write-afghanistan\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Paranda<\/span><\/i><\/a><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, <\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">a writer development program and global network for women writers in Afghanistan and the diaspora, facilitated by <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/untold-narratives.org\/about\/\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Untold Narratives<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> and supported by <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/kfw-stiftung.de\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">KFW Stiftung<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. Often the writers choose to remain anonymous for their safety.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4>Shamsia<\/h4>\n<p><strong>Translated from Dari by Abdul Bacet Khurram<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">What knocks a person to the ground or lifts them to the sky is not wealth, children, or fame. It\u2019s something deep within us. Sometimes we are unaware of it, but other times we seek it in our quest for serenity. My father used to say that faith brings peace and elevates the soul. But for us, the color of peace was blood red, and its taste, a bitter torment.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I was standing next to the chinar tree of our house and gently brushing its starlike leaves. They were not as green as last year. I looked at my sister Maryam, \u201cWhat\u2019s more beautiful than a chinar tree in summer?\u201d but she did not answer. Her eyes were fixed on the courtyard door. Father was standing at the entrance. The goats he had taken to graze were not with him. He was shaking and looked deathly pale. In his hand, he was holding a black stone the size of a sheep\u2019s head. A strange stone that shone in the sunlight. I asked him if he was alright, but he said nothing. I approached him carefully and felt his face; it was cold. I fearfully called out for my mother. My father looked at me and said, his voice trembling, \u201cFatima, my daughter, he spoke to me\u2026\u201d I didn\u2019t ask who spoke to him. When my mother saw my father\u2019s condition, she quickly took him into the house. She tried to take the stone away from him but he wouldn\u2019t let go. \u201cI\u2019m cold\u201d he only kept on saying.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I covered him with a blanket as he leaned against the wall. He held the stone tightly in his arms and fell asleep. Maryam and our younger brother Yusof went to look for the flock. After three hours of waiting, my father woke up. The first thing he did was to get up, kiss the stone, and place it on the windowsill next to the Quran. My mother worriedly asked him, \u201cWhat happened, Karim Khan? What is this stone?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Father replied excitedly, \u201cThis morning when I was taking the animals to the hill, I saw this stone shining on the hilltop. I went near it and touched it when suddenly a bright light shot up from it into the sky. I heard a voice from heaven \u2026\u201d Tears welled up in his eyes. \u201cI saw an angel with its wings stretching from east to west, covering the whole world. It came to me, took me in its embrace, and said, \u2018God has chosen you out of all the righteous.\u2019\u201d We stared at him in astonishment. He quickly added, \u201cI swear to God, this is what happened, I\u2019m not crazy.\u201d He took my hand and said, \u201cCome, Fatima dear, touch this stone, feel its power, this stone is like Al-Hajar al-Aswad. It was sent down to me from heaven.\u201d I touched the stone but felt nothing. My mother asked him to rest, and we both left the room.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Even though summer was fading away, the chinar leaves were only getting darker. As if they had forgotten what color into which they were meant to change. It was as though a sense of grief had washed over them. I didn\u2019t tell anyone in the village about what happened, my mother wouldn\u2019t let us talk about the stone or my father\u2019s condition. The atmosphere in our house and my father\u2019s condition were becoming dark like chinar leaves. My father wasn\u2019t leaving the house anymore and was always sitting before that stone, whispering prayers. My mother didn\u2019t know what to do, but at the same time, she couldn\u2019t say anything against him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">One morning, I woke up to the sound of wind sending the leaves of the chinar tree swaying. I said my morning prayer and grabbed a bucket to milk the goats. The door to my father\u2019s room was open, but he wasn\u2019t inside. My eyes fell on the black stone. I felt as though someone had entered the stone, and was now mocking our hardship. I went to the stable and saw my father in blood-soaked clothes, slaughtering a goat. The blood flowed like a river, and I dropped the bucket from fear. My father saw me and said, \u201cIt\u2019s good that you\u2019re here, my daughter. Come, bring the bucket so I can put this meat in it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">When my mother heard the bucket fall, she ran out of the house. Upon seeing my father she screamed, \u201cWhat have you done!?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDon\u2019t be afraid, woman, this is a sacrifice for God, the stone asked me last night to make a sacrifice for God, and this \u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDidn\u2019t you know that these goats are our sustenance?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Father laughed out loud, \u201cWhat are you talking about, woman, God has promised me better things than these, don\u2019t worry.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">With a knot in her throat Mother said, \u201cPromise of what, huh? Promise of what? You are neither a companion of God nor a messenger, what could God have seen in you to choose you, why are you listening to a stone that neither has a tongue nor speaks.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Father&#8217;s tone became heated, \u201cBe quiet, woman, what blasphemy are you uttering, don\u2019t do anything that would drown us in God\u2019s torment.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Mother raised her voice, \u201cWe are already being tortured with you.\u201d She threw the bucket at the dead animal and added, \u201csacrifice a few more so that we all die of hunger.\u201d And with tears flowing from her eyes she went back into the house.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Father shouted, \u201cHurry up! Bring another bucket.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The leaves of the chinar tree were falling to the ground one by one and it seemed as though it was no longer trying to survive. I wanted to see the fiery autumn leaves of the tree again, but its poor condition was getting worse by the day. Maryam said, \u201cThe reason it is drying up and the leaves are changing color is because the blood of the sacrifice has reached its roots.\u201d I did not expect the tree to last until autumn. I didn\u2019t know what would happen to us. We were all worried about the end. Among us, Yusof was the only one immersed in his childish world. He had no idea of the bitterness of life or our helplessness. I couldn\u2019t talk to anyone about the stone and was afraid of what my father would do to me, but more than that I was afraid of what might happen to him. When my father was not in his room, Maryam and I would go there and read ayats from the Quran near the stone. Maryam believed that the devil had taken up residence in the stone, and that Ayat al Kursi had to be read near it every day. We even wrote it on a piece of paper and put it under the stone, but to no avail. As time went on, my thoughts about the stone and my father became darker and darker. I couldn\u2019t sleep at night and felt as if someone was watching us from outside the window. We had nightmares every night. I felt like the entire house was cursed. I missed my father. I knew he was here with me, but he was not the same. I didn\u2019t rely on him anymore and I didn\u2019t imagine him standing behind me like a mountain. I felt that one day this mountain would devastate all its surroundings by destroying itself.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">One day, while I was deep in thought, picking up the withered chinar leaves from the ground, I heard a voice. It was my mother standing in the doorway. \u201cHave you done your ablution?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her question was unclear to me. I didn\u2019t trust my ears and asked: \u201cWhat?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI said, have you done ablution?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I nodded.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cCome inside quickly, your father needs you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I took two or three dry leaves with me and put them in my book. I saw Maryam in the corridor. She also asked, \u201cHave you done your ablution?\u201d I nodded and she whispered in my ear, \u201cFather has asked for us.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She narrowed her eyes: \u201cDo you know what he wants with us?\u201d I didn\u2019t say anything.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She hastily grabbed Yusof\u2019s hand and pulled him with her, \u201cWe will go and perform ablution and come back.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I entered my father\u2019s room, and the first thing I noticed was the stone. My father was sitting in the corner. I stood at the door and greeted him. He asked me to come closer. I went and sat in front of him next to my mother. My father was right there in front of me, but I couldn\u2019t see him. The way he spoke, the way he looked, the way he moved his hands, all had changed. I told myself he was not himself anymore. He remained silent for a few minutes but was constantly looking at the door. He regarded my mother and said, \u201cWhy aren\u2019t Maryam and Yusof coming?\u201d Mother had no answer and tried to make an excuse. With a shaking voice, I interrupted her, \u201cThey went to do Wudu, they will be back.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know you have many questions in your mind, but today some of them will be answered,\u201d he said.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It was raining outside and from time to time there was the sound of thunder. The weather was depressing, but more than depressed, I was feeling scared. Maryam and Yusof eventually came. Father picked up a prayer mat, faced the Qibla, and said, \u2018\u201cEverybody stand up and offer two rakats of prayer.\u2019\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yusof jumped up and happily stood next to father. We all got up, without question, and stood behind him to pray. I made a niyyah, prayed, and waited for my father\u2019s next command. The stone was always in front of my eyes, even when I prayed I couldn\u2019t take my eyes off it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">After saying dua, Father took the black stone from the windowsill, placed it in front of us facing the Qibla, and said: \u201cThe stone spoke to me in the name of God last night, saying \u2018I will reveal myself to your children, to those whose faith in me is more than they show.\u2019\u201d Father looked at me and said, \u201cFatima, dear, do you have any doubts about your faith in God?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I shook my head and he added, \u201cThen today is the day you will find your answers. God has commanded us all to bow down before this stone. Ask it for help. And it is He who will soon reveal himself to us.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yusof quickly prostrated and Father smiled, \u201cWell done, my son!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He turned to me, Maryam, and Mother. We looked at each other. I could see the fear in my mother\u2019s eyes. Trembling she squeezed my hand as though asking me to prostrate. I looked to my right. Maryam shaking her head intimated, no, don\u2019t do it. I had no idea of what to do.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Father asked Maryam, \u201cWhy don\u2019t you bow down?\u201d Maryam remained silent. Father asked again in a calm tone, \u201cWhy don\u2019t you prostrate, Maryam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She murmured in a quivering voice: \u201cI don\u2019t want to pray to this stone.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My father, this time in a harsh tone, said, \u201cHow many times do I have to tell you that God is embedded in this stone, God is everywhere, He told me that \u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Maryam interrupted him and shouted, \u201cIf God is everywhere, then I prefer to pray in any other direction but not toward this stone.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Father got up, and angrily pulled Maryam by her hair. She started crying and begging and tried to crawl away from him but father pulled her hair harder. He kept on shouting, \u201cProstrate \u2026 prostrate!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My mother tried to stop him, but he slapped her and she fell to the ground. I didn\u2019t know what to do; I was overcome with fear. Maryam\u2019s screams and cries as father pressed her head to the ground had me shocked. I stood up, and with all the strength that I could muster, pushed my father before taking the Quran in my arms. In a voice filled with emotion I hopelessly cried out, \u201cIf you do not fear us, fear God.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My father wanted to slap me as well but changed his mind at the last moment. Cursing he told us to leave the room. I picked up Maryam, who was unable to walk and left the room with my mother and Yusof. As I closed the door behind me, I took one last look at my father. He was kneeling in front of the stone, crying and begging for its help. I no longer had any hopes for his recovery. Maryam could not fully sleep after that incident; whenever she did fall asleep she would jump up screaming and crying after a few hours. My mother was also terrified and was sleeping by the door at night. During the day, all of her attention was on my father. Our life had changed completely, there wasn\u2019t even a glimmer of peace in it anymore. I didn\u2019t know who cursed our calm.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Autumn had come. My chinar tree had no leaves left and no orange color, its branches were bent and had turned black as night. I asked my mother what was happening to the tree, and she said, \u201cIt\u2019s nothing, autumn is here \u2026\u201d but I wondered why it wasn\u2019t like this the previous years. After a very long time, my father finally came out of his room. He was dressed in white clothes and had a black shawl over his shoulders. He came towards me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat a beautiful day, my daughter.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I greeted him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My father said, \u201cCan you clean my boots, my dear I want to go to the village market.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I felt like my father had returned to his old self. I quickly jumped up, cleaned his boots, and polished them with a brush. I was looking at him playing with Yusof, just like before. He went over to Maryam and kissed her. He was trying to make my mother laugh; he was happy. I thought I was living a dream. He looked completely changed. He put on his boots and thanked me by running his hand over my head.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I asked my father about the chinar tree. He looked at it for a long time and said, \u201cYou know, this tree is the same age as you, almost 21 years old, but how strange that it has withered so quickly.\u201d He paused for a moment, touched its bark, and added, \u201cWhen I return from the market I will cut it to the ground. I don\u2019t think it will grow green again.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I don\u2019t know why I didn\u2019t feel sad for the tree, it was as though seeing my father had made me forget all of my problems and sorrows. He was better now. He asked my mother if she needed anything from the market and left the house with Yusof. I went to my father\u2019s room and looked in, the stone was covered with a white cloth. I felt that my father was finally done with that strange stone. Had we woken up from a nightmare? My mother and I went to his room to clean it. I couldn\u2019t remember how many days it had been since anyone went in there, dust had covered everything. I drew the curtains and started cleaning the windowsill while my mother swept the room. After a few minutes, she put down the straw broom and leaned against the wall as though fatiqued.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAre you tired? Would you like me to sweep and you dust?\u201d I inquired.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She shook her head and said, \u201cNo, no, I\u2019m not tired, I was just thinking, that\u2019s all.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThinking about what?\u201d I asked.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI never understood why your father became like this all of a sudden. He never engaged in haram, never missed a single rakat of his prayer. I&#8217;ve never seen him like this before. I don\u2019t know who cast an evil eye on us. I never thought he would raise his hand against me or his children \u2026\u201d her hand went to her face trying to hold back the tears. I went and tried to console her. She wiped her tears and said with a smile, \u201cInshallah, it&#8217;s all behind us now.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I smiled at her reassurance and went back to my work.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHave you ever thought that maybe your Father was telling the truth?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I asked, \u201cAbout what?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She shrugged her shoulders and said: \u201cAbout the stone \u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t know, maybe it was just his imagination, I hope father will throw the stone away so that we can be rid of it. Why would God want to talk to father?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My mother said \u201cYou\u2019re right, my daughter. It was a disaster but we got through it by the grace of God.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She started sweeping again, \u201cI remember your grandfather, may God rest his soul, used to say that God tests his servants in two ways. In the first way, he tests them with what they have like wealth and children, and by that, he sees their piety. In the second way, God tests the faith of his servants by sending torments on their way. Your grandfather always prayed to God to spare us from the latter because he believed that faith is a very shaky and fragile thing. I think we\u2019ve just been through very hard torment, don\u2019t you think?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">This sentence made me think, and I said to myself, if this was a torment, how soon did it pass, and if this was a test, are we now among the righteous? It was difficult for me to make sense of it. I turned to my mother and wanted to ask her about it when my eyes caught the sight of a motionless body standing at the door. It was my father, his white clothes stained with blood, his knees dirty, and in his hands, a knife. He wasn\u2019t moving. I said in a trembling voice, \u201cFather \u2026\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My mother also noticed him and froze. She didn\u2019t know what to say or do. The first words on her lips were, \u201cWhere\u2019s Yusof?\u201d but Father remained silent. When I remembered that Yusof had been with him, I was overcome with fear. My mother took a few steps forward. \u201cWhose blood is this, Karim?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">My father was smiling. He looked down at his hands and dropped the dagger to the floor. Then he said softly, \u201cI saw\u2026 I \u2026\u201d sometimes looking at the ceiling, and sometimes all around him. He wouldn\u2019t finish his sentence. Maryam appeared behind him and watched in horror, my mother screamed \u201cTell me! Where is Yusof?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I looked at Maryam and fearfully asked her to go look for Yusof. My mind was going through the same scenario as my mother\u2019s, but I prayed that I was wrong, wishing it was just a nightmare. I went to the window and started counting the goats but each time, the number had not decrease. I returned to Father and demanded in a firm voice, \u201cTell us, Father, where is Yusof?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Father said in a unsteady voice \u201cYusof \u2026\u201d he kept on repeating: \u201cYusof \u2026\u201d but then fell silent. He looked back. My mother fell to his feet and shouted, \u201cTell me, what did you do to him?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He whispered something under his breath, looked to the stone, and said: \u201cStone \u2026 said \u2026 on the hill \u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">His speech was broken, and I couldn\u2019t understand what he was saying. Furious, I picked up the stone and held it in the air. I was about to smash it to the ground when Father suddenly cried \u201cDon\u2019t, don\u2019t \u2026 it&#8217;s God\u2019s punishment \u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I was filled with rage. I no longer cared who he was or what he would do. I threw the stone down hard on the floor, its broken pieces scattered. In a quick motion Father slapped me across the face so hard that it knocked me down, but I felt no pain. I gathered myself and got up. My mother was still on the floor, crying. My father was on his knees, muttering,\u201cGod, forgive me, God, forgive me\u2026\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I shouted \u201cThe God you worship is not the real God.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Father turned to me, and this time I could see the anger in his eyes. His gaze was filled with red. The veins in his head were bulging. He was clenching his teeth and panting like a monster. I began to shake and felt that death was lurking nearby. He put his hands on my throat and started to squeeze. I couldn\u2019t move. I punched and kicked, but his body and hands were so strong that the pressure on my throat didn\u2019t seem to ease.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Everything went dark. I couldn\u2019t breathe anymore. I only kept saying quietly, \u201cFather\u201d\u2026 Just as I was about to pass out, I suddenly felt the pressure easing and I could breathe once again. I slowly opened my eyes and saw my father staring at his hands. His expression was strange, as though the hands were not his own. He was whispering, \u201cWhat am I doing?\u201d as I followed my father\u2019s confused expression, drops of blood splashed into my eyes. I didn\u2019t know where they came from but I was sure it was blood. When I next opened my eyes, I saw my mother screaming, stabbing my Father in his side. She stabbed him a few times before he fell to the floor. She went over to him and stabbed him several more times in the chest. My father stopped breathing. He was dead.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Blood was everywhere. My mother took me in her embrace, but I kept staring at my father, his still wide-open eyes, his face with that same, dry smile. It was as though he had achieved what he wanted, but he wasn\u2019t alive anymore. Yes, he was no longer alive. My mother asked how I was, but I couldn\u2019t answer. Shaking and breathing heavily she hugged me again.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Suddenly we heard the sound of the courtyard door opening. People had entered the house. Their voices came closer. Maryam was talking to someone. It was Yusof. We both fell deathly silent, our eyes locked and it felt as though our spirits had left our bodies. Our hair rose on end, and breathing became difficult. Someone speaking approached the room. Yusof said, \u201cMother, look, father and I found a sheep on the hill, and we \u2026\u201d He reached the door, and when he saw us and all of that blood, the poor boy became rooted to the spot with fear. He turned pale as snow. The shawl he was holding fell from his hands, and several pieces of raw meat spilled out onto the ground. I didn\u2019t know what had happened. I just kept looking frantically in every direction, wishing I could just wake up from this nightmare to hug my father again. But it was too late and this wasn\u2019t a nightmare. Perhaps the torment that grandfather had warned us about arrived. I hadn\u2019t seen heaven and couldn\u2019t imagine it except as a childish dream, but now I knew hell. I knew where it was, and what it was like. I knew its people and I knew their sins. Hell \u2026 hell is within these walls we call home and I am forever stuck there.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For one family, faith is overshadowed by the bitter taste of suffering rather than the peace it is meant to provide.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":787,"featured_media":35606,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[16,23,2995,4052],"tags":[3216,118,4123,4124],"coauthors":[4131,4100],"class_list":["post-35505","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-fiction","category-islam","category-short-stories","category-tmr-47-genre-fiction-double-winter-issue","tag-afghan-women-writers","tag-afghanistan","tag-chinar-tree","tag-tree-of-life","entry"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO Premium plugin v25.8 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