{"id":31228,"date":"2024-02-04T11:26:49","date_gmt":"2024-02-04T09:26:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/themarkaz.org\/oldmarkaz\/?p=31228"},"modified":"2024-02-06T10:10:03","modified_gmt":"2024-02-06T08:10:03","slug":"water-a-short-story-by-salar-abdoh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/themarkaz.org\/oldmarkaz\/water-a-short-story-by-salar-abdoh\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Water&#8221;\u2014a short story by Salar Abdoh"},"content":{"rendered":"<h5><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In the aftermath of a long war, a man in Iran searches for meaning, hopes for love, and struggles with the story of a whale.<\/span><\/h5>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h4>Salar Abdoh<\/h4>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">On the third day the kid who had made it down that vicious slope with Ebadi still wanted to live. He didn\u2019t want to risk his life to see if the vine growing on the other side of the stream had any grapes left to eat. The night before, Ebadi had tried the crossing himself. It had been difficult for him. His ankles were twisted from the flight down the hill and his injured left wrist had begun to go bad. Nevertheless, he\u2019d scrambled in pain and gotten within twenty yards of the stream before enemy flares lighted the plain and forced him to hurry back beneath the canopy of trees. It was a waste this. They had taken Hill 2319 from the enemy only to have it retaken from them. It would go back and forth like that for a few years more. And for a few years more Ebadi would wonder quietly to himself just what the point of Hill 2319 had been.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Maybe the point had been water. Once in a while in those days there had been too much water. Most of the time there was not enough. He liked rain and he was starting to not like the university. And sitting now in a classroom recalling the 11 days of hiding in those woods as a fighting volunteer during the summer of 1983, he stopped paying attention to the professor, opened his pocket Qur\u2019an and read the words he knew by heart: <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Do men think it suffices to say they are true believers? Do they imagine they will not be tested beyond this?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ebadi shut the book and briefly studied the woman who was lecturing in the unpainted university hall. She\u2019d been talking about water these past four sessions. She had a vigor to her walk that put him ill at ease. She was passionate. That was what it was. She was passionate about the story of a few men who chase a whale across the high seas. He didn\u2019t like the title <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. He didn\u2019t like much about the book. After a promising beginning everything about it spoke of waste to him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hill 2319 had been a waste. That was not a thought he had ever dared share with anyone. All they\u2019d done was buy themselves 48 hours of looking down at the Iraqi forward positions. Which meant nothing. So what if they were looking down at the other side\u2019s forward positions? To hold 2319 they had to have 2320 and 2318 as well. Ebadi considered those numbers in his head and just briefly became disoriented. He fidgeted. He wanted the woman to stop forever. During her second lecture on <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, she\u2019d told them that water happened to be a symbol of death. She seemed to be inviting the students to disagree with her. How could water be death when a drop of it on 2319 could have saved a man\u2019s life for another hour? And an hour mattered. Even five minutes could make a difference. Ebadi saw himself getting up from his seat to shout a few things at her. What would he say? For starters, he could not say for sure if the two other hills surrounding 2319 had actually been 2320 and 2318. Chances were they weren\u2019t, but the numbers made sense. Numbers, too, were infinite \u2014 in the way that water was when there was too much of it and even when there wasn\u2019t enough. He recalled how brother Samanpur, who\u2019d been the commander in charge of holding 2319, had given him the last flask of water he could scrounge and instructed him to give only a few drops of it once an hour to their wounded. It wasn\u2019t a good idea, because even a few drops on a man\u2019s parched lips made him cry for more water. But Ebadi had done what he was told and stuck to his task. Brother Samanpur had made it clear not to even consider reopening the flask of water before a full sixty minutes were up.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Later, when Ebadi saw that he and the kid were the only ones to get away from 2319 alive, he would have plenty of time to consider this fascination he carried for numbers: 11 days, for instance, until the counterattack that wouldn\u2019t save brother Samanpur finally came. Seven out of those 11 days Ebadi had watched and kept count while the kid cried desperately to each sunset. The kid would cry, then wait until it was fully dark before he\u2019d come over to ask Ebadi if he thought it was finally time to risk crossing the open plain. But there was even more to these numbers: 48 hours that their platoon had been tasked to hold 2319. Sixty-three hours that they\u2019d actually held it. His wrist was beginning to smell on day three. After the rescue, the doctors in the rear had looked at his hand in disbelief telling him that a wound as old as that should have surely required amputation. He\u2019d sat there and listened while they spoke of how this must be some kind of world record. Eleven days! And he had wanted to tell them that no, it was actually 14 days, because he\u2019d received the wound soon after they\u2019d captured 2319. So that made it 11 days plus 63 hours.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The numbers churned a bit more in Ebadi\u2019s head while the woman said something about how the class really ought to improve their English reading skills if they wanted to understand the novel better. It wasn\u2019t her fault if some of them were having trouble. This was a college course in literature and not a language course, she said.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ebadi kept his head down. There were nine and a half minutes left before class was over. He wouldn\u2019t come back here. He\u2019d just decided that. During those 11 days at the foot of 2319, he\u2019d more or less wrestled with the same idea of returning to the war or not returning. If he lived, would he go back to being an engineering student or would he stick around until the war was finished? He\u2019d had more than enough time to think about this. Every morning the Iraqis who were enjoying the higher ground again would lob a few mortars into the valley just to show the stragglers hiding below who was boss. None of the enemy soldiers ventured down though. They didn\u2019t have to. Why risk getting shot at when they could just keep lobbing mortars? Ebadi remembered the smile on the kid\u2019s face the first time he\u2019d run back from the stream cradling a shirt full of grape leaves. There were no grapes, but the sour leaves themselves were edible even if they gave you the worst cramps in the world. And after the kid had cried to enough sunsets and after Ebadi had considered having a good cry himself because of the constant pain in his stomach and the discovery of the fly eggs hatching in his wrist, he\u2019d called the kid over one night and reminded him of the Patience of Job and recited the lines he\u2019d repeated to himself ever since \u2014 <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Do men think it suffices to say they are true believers? Do they imagine they will not be tested beyond this?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cPatience is not something we can buy down the street,\u201d he\u2019d told the kid with as meaningful a voice as he could muster, all the time trying not to think too much about the eggs hatching in his wrist. Then he\u2019d walked carelessly under the moonlight where he might have been shot easily and vowed to forget about engineering school until he\u2019d seen to the war\u2019s end. But that had been ten years ago and the war was over and he was no longer an engineering student and he cared neither about <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> nor the teacher teaching it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He stole a quick glance at the class. The college was a recent campus more than an hour\u2019s drive from Tehran. On the first day of class there had been piles of yellow bricks sitting at the back of almost every room. But then each day that passed there would be fewer bricks. Somebody was stealing those bricks. In the meantime, most of the buildings remained only half done and people said the college had run out of money and couldn\u2019t complete the project. Even the college\u2019s dormitories were still back in Tehran. Ebadi slept there, sharing a room with three other students at least a decade younger than himself. He hardly ever spoke to them and at night when he lay in bed and asked himself why he was here studying what he was studying, he\u2019d remind himself that he didn\u2019t deserve not to be here. Meaning, he deserved <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">not<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> to be back home in Qom where he still had to look in his father\u2019s eyes and try to explain why he\u2019d given up on engineering. Why? Because with numbers you could still dream, with strict formulas and textbooks you couldn\u2019t. But he\u2019d never told that to anyone \u2014 the same way he\u2019d never told anyone that he thought 2319 had been a waste of time and lives. He didn\u2019t say much, period. After 2319 there would be other hills to take and lose. But Ebadi had never talked like he\u2019d talked to the kid during those 11 days and nights. He\u2019d never told anyone about patience again. He\u2019d never tried to dispense more wisdom.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">And yet, the trouble was that back home everyone wanted him to talk. More than anything they wanted him to get married. His father said there were at least 20 suitable girls around, and all that his one and only son had to do was stop moping and start living. You didn\u2019t make a life and settle down by sitting in your room taking correspondence courses in a foreign language. Either he had to get married and start helping out his father at the bakery or he had to leave. Ebadi had chosen to leave. He\u2019d retaken the college entrance exams, and although he hadn\u2019t scored high enough for math he\u2019d received a scholarship to study English.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He\u2019d jumped at the offer.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Maybe the jump had been too hasty. Maybe he\u2019d made a mistake.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He heard the sound of English. It still amazed him that he could sit in a college course and comprehend English being read aloud. With some of the easier books he didn\u2019t even have to look at the page to understand the text. He knew he\u2019d been diligent with his correspondence course, yet he\u2019d never imagined it could lead him to the real thing. He tried to focus now and let his thoughts stay fixed in the other language. The voice that was reading was soft and deliberate. It paused often, carefully taking in the dips and peaks of a style none of them had encountered before. The voice belonged to a female student sitting behind Ebadi. The professor never asked the men to read. Just one time in the beginning of the semester she\u2019d asked one of the guys who sat in the front row, but he\u2019d just looked dully at her for a second and then quickly walked out. Later, Ebadi had heard that the fellow wasn\u2019t a student at all, but one of the college \u201cwatchers\u201d sent to make sure the young, foreign educated professor wasn\u2019t offering the class anything obscene. Maybe the professor had felt something and wanted to confront the man about it. But after that one time she\u2019d never bothered calling on any of the men to read again. Besides, unlike engineering, in literature courses women were in the majority. They were mostly the same age as his roommates. And what he\u2019d noticed about these women was how anxious they were to let their hijab slide back as soon as they stepped outside campus. They colored their hair. That was what they did. They colored everything. Theirs was a world of colors, Ebadi thought. And they feared nothing and they laughed at him. Early in the semester he\u2019d overheard them practicing their English by talking about him. Why was he in the English Department at all? He must be part of the quota system for the stupid war vets and the families of the martyrs. He probably couldn\u2019t understand a word of the language. He should trim his beard. That was what he should do. His beard must have fleas in it. Did anyone know what was wrong with his arm? Why did he hold a pen like a robot?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Was it for them, then, that his platoon had taken 2319 and then lost it? They talked about him as if he were not even there to hear them. They were so sure he would not be able to understand what they said. Was it for them he had broken some kind of record with his wrist so that now they could say he held his pen strangely? At least he had both his hands still, which was more than he could say for Captain Ahab in <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. That man had had only one leg and he was a fool for going after the white whale. He would have been a fool even if he\u2019d had both his legs. As for these women, Ebadi was sure that none of them knew about real suffering. They weren\u2019t like the good nurses who had taken care of him after 2319. The women here, they just liked to read about suffering. They liked to see pictures of it. How could pictures ever tell the story of 2319? It was like trying to tell someone how to hunt a whale when they\u2019d never even dipped their little toe in the sea.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Forty minutes after the class was over, Ebadi was still standing at the very end of the line of people waiting to catch the mini-buses headed for Tehran. There had been some snow and now it was drizzling lightly. A cold afternoon. People, gray and unsmiling, jostling each other every time a bus arrived. Students, Afghan construction workers, women biting hard at the tops of their black <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">chadors<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> so as to free a hand for their kids \u2014 they all wanted a seat on the bus. Ebadi wasn\u2019t in the mood to fight for a seat. His wrist always hurt more in damp weather and he didn\u2019t want to aggravate it. He started to walk. He could always get one of those cramped, overpriced private cabs further up the road and throw away his dinner money on getting a ride back to the dormitory. He\u2019d do it. He\u2019d do it as long as he didn\u2019t have to run into any of those faces from the school\u2019s War Veterans\u2019 Student Association. They acted funny around him lately, those guys did. They didn\u2019t mock him like the girls in his class did, but they probably thought of him as some kind of deserter for having stopped coming to their Thursday night meetings. What was the point of those meetings anyway? The war was over. The war was over and he was no deserter. He knew that for sure and 2319 proved it. Even on that eighth or ninth night out there in the wilds of Kurdistan when the kid had had another outburst \u2014 asking Ebadi if the fact that they had left their positions while everyone else was dead meant they were deserters and not going to heaven anymore \u2014 even then Ebadi had known and insisted that he and the kid were no deserters. Because, well, because what good would it have done to stay on the hill and die next to brother Samanpur\u2019s already stiffening body? Wouldn\u2019t that be like suicide? And wasn\u2019t killing yourself the surest way to miss going to heaven? No, he\u2019d reminded the kid they\u2019d been absolutely right to take their chances away from 2319. Their test wasn\u2019t to stay and die, it was to live and suffer as they were doing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJust think of how brother Samanpur is surrounded with all the good things right now up there in heaven. And not just him, but Dehqan, Taleb, Rezai, all of them, they\u2019re there because they deserve to be. And you and me, we have to earn our passage like they did. We have to stay, learn patience, suffer.\u201d But the kid was still whimpering even as his teeth worked the grape leaves into his mouth. Now that he was suffering in earnest, he wanted to know when exactly would they become worthy of death? And who would know the difference if they simply walked away from the tree line in the morning and got themselves shot by the enemy? His words had been close to sacrilege. He was too young. Maybe not even fifteen. So even before Ebadi had attempted an answer he\u2019d had to forgive the boy and let him calm down and finish his leaves.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He said to the kid, \u201cHeaven is surely a closed door to cowards.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe would be cowards then?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe would. Because inviting a bullet is the easy way out.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOut of what?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cEverything.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cEverything?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cListen, you don\u2019t want to take that chance and get left behind on the wrong side, you know? God keeps count. Brother Samanpur didn\u2019t get to be where he is now by taking a bullet for free.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHow do you know?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Maybe he should have said more things to the boy that night. Vague words didn\u2019t help so much when you were as hungry as they were.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He was hungry now and wanted to get to the dorm. He walked faster until he reached the next bus stop area. Then he stood and watched as packed taxis and mini-buses passed without stopping for him. He fingered a half-eaten apple in his backpack. Alongside it he also felt for his 125 pages of the first 250 pages of <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> that the professor had made them buy from an overpriced copy place in town. Those 250 pages had cost Ebadi a small fortune, and were he to stay in the class, there would be many more pages to come. Why couldn\u2019t she have chosen a book that was smaller, or at least one you could find somehow in Tehran so you wouldn\u2019t have to pay for copied sheets?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He took a bite from the yellowing fruit. A small white Renault stopped for him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The car idled some distance away. Except for the driver, who was a woman, there was no one else in it. This made Ebadi confused. Still, he slipped the apple back into his pack and approached the car.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI hope you won\u2019t feel too uncomfortable sitting in the front with me.\u201d She had pushed open the passenger door and was shouting above the din of traffic to him. \u201cOr you can sit in the back and imagine you\u2019re being chauffeured around by a woman.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Miss Foruzan, the <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> professor. Stiffening, Ebadi got into the car. All semester she must have seen him standing here or waiting for rides. Why today? He recalled again the day she\u2019d asked that college watcher to read in English. How uncomfortable the fellow had looked leaving her class. Now she was doing the reverse; somehow she must have figured out he wanted to drop the course and decided to give him a ride. Maybe she felt sorry for him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThank you for stopping. I\u2019m going to the city, Miss.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know where you\u2019re going. Where else would you be going?\u201d She turned into the slowly moving traffic lane. He was gazing at the blanket of white over the mountains and imagined all that good fresh snow ending up in the lake farther up the road north. Some months back he had gone over that way and seen men water-skiing in that honest, sweet lake water. It had broken his heart to see it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">They were on the highway but the traffic was no faster than a crawl. In a minute they came upon an old vendor whose cart had turned over by the side of the road and his steaming giant soft beets had rolled out between the moving cars. Ebadi wondered how the man had gotten his cart out here into the middle of nowhere and what he would do now. The beets were getting squashed and splattered by the traffic while their owner looked off the other way. Maybe he didn\u2019t have the heart to look at what he\u2019d lost. The beets, once they were flattened by the tires, looked for a moment exactly like blood. Ebadi wondered what they must smell like afterwards.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She asked him, \u201cWhat were you shouting about today outside class?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He was surprised. He hadn\u2019t really been shouting. He never shouted. He\u2019d raised his voice a bit, that was it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJust a small argument between friends,\u201d he explained.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He\u2019d never talked to this professor before now. Yet probably because he had no other choice he was already easing as best he could into the awkward situation in the car, she driving and he letting himself be driven by the woman whose course he was planning to drop. There was no point explaining to her that the so-called friends he was shouting at were the same ones who\u2019d given him a hard time earlier in the week about not coming to the veterans\u2019 Thursday night meetings. But then he felt a stab of malice for all the grief <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> had caused him and he went on: \u201cThey wanted to know why I\u2019m studying English. They asked why I\u2019m studying the devil\u2019s language.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIs that what you think?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI told them even the devil\u2019s language needs learning.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSo you, too, think English is the devil\u2019s language?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">That was exactly what he\u2019d meant for her to understand, though he hardly believed it himself. But now he\u2019d gone and trapped himself into having to give a straight answer to her question. If English was the devil\u2019s language then every language was too. Language was just another code. That was what he\u2019d been trying to explain to those guys who hounded him about the classes he was taking.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWell?\u201d she persisted, but he still didn\u2019t answer. He\u2019d only caught a brief, clear glimpse of her as he\u2019d been getting into the car and he wouldn\u2019t look her way again. At least her hijab hadn\u2019t been pulled back like those of her students, and when she spoke to him her voice was firm, more like she wanted to pick a fight rather than ridicule him. Yet an hour ago in class it was he who had wanted to pick a fight. All the fight was drained out of him now. He wondered why. He didn\u2019t want her to think he was weak. He murmured something. This time her voice was really combative, asking him if he always whispered when he talked to his professors.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m not coming back to your class, Miss. That is what I have to say to you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDid you decide this today or the day you came to the museum?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ebadi kept his eyes on the road. His face was like wood and he worked hard now to keep it that way. First she\u2019d surprised him by stopping the car, then she\u2019d let him know she\u2019d overheard his argument outside class, and now she was telling him she\u2019d seen him at the museum.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIt\u2019s not a crime to go to a museum, Miss.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI didn\u2019t say it was. I\u2019m just wondering when exactly you decided you wouldn\u2019t come to my class anymore.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">They were like two puppets addressing each other but keeping their faces straight ahead at an imaginary audience. Their only audience, however, was a line of slow moving traffic. Why would she think the reason he had decided not to come to class anymore was the museum? It was she herself who had told them about the new show on the photography of the war. One of the better suggestions she\u2019d had so far. Or so he\u2019d thought at first. He recalled her exact words, telling the students that they owed it to themselves to come see how people had fought and died and survived the war. She\u2019d told them she was sure it was going to be one of the most important shows of the year and when a couple of her pet students had thought she was kidding and made a joke of it she\u2019d hushed them and told them if they wanted to understand Melville, if they wanted to really understand Hemingway or some of that early 20th century British poetry they\u2019d read at the beginning of the semester, then they needed to go see this show.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">So he had gone there. Only out of curiosity he had gone. Because he knew there wasn\u2019t a photographer in the world who could ever capture what he knew and what the kid had known. How could you explain 2319 to anyone? He\u2019d gone because her words had stirred him to go. But then when he had gotten there and seen all those hundreds of photographs winding their way in the spiraling museum, he had felt utter blankness. Never since he had returned home had he felt so distant from the war. That wasn\u2019t necessarily a bad thing, but it did make him feel like an impostor just then. Either he was an impostor or it was the photographs that were false. He\u2019d gone through the whole show without running into any of the students from that class. But he had seen Professor Foruzan. She hadn\u2019t been alone. There must have been six other people with her, men and women, all of them clearly foreigners. It looked like she was giving them a tour of the show and making herself indispensable. He\u2019d seen her smile the way she never smiled while on campus. He\u2019d seen her endearing herself to those people. What could she possibly know about those war photographs? Who was she to give anyone a tour about the subject? Ebadi had walked out of the place thinking she hadn\u2019t seen him. But obviously she had. And seeing him gave her an edge now somehow; it defused his anger about the photographs and made him wonder again why he wanted to quit her class at all.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Keeping his head turned to the traffic, he said, \u201cWith all due respect Miss, I don\u2019t see how your kind would know anything about the war.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Because he wouldn\u2019t look at her and because she was doing the same, it felt as if they were not just two puppets, but puppets speaking through some kind of barrier or curtain. This in fact made it easier to say things. Ebadi felt a measure of relief. He liked to follow the taillights of the traffic ahead. He waited for her reply.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWho is my kind?\u201d she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou were not there, were you? You were in America getting your degrees.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSo I can\u2019t have an interest in the war?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOf course you can. It\u2019s just that \u2026 that day at the museum you looked like you knew everything.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDo you, Mr. Ebadi, know everything?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know my share.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou were in the war?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He nodded.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cTell me about it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m not a tourist guide, Miss.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Then as soon as he\u2019d said that he began to tell her everything about 2319. It started with him just saying those numbers, 2-3-1-9. When she asked what that was, he told her that that had been a hill in Kurdistan and that the two hills around it could have been 2320 and 2318 but not necessarily, no. He never once looked at Professor Foruzan, but he did tell her about the kid who cried and cried, and how towards the end he even cried in his sleep and cried when he woke up and asked for his mother. He told her about how brother Samanpur had put him in charge of water and how one of the other younger boys would follow him around when the time for water arrived hoping there would be a spill from the five drops of water he used to wet the lips of the wounded. He told her how he\u2019d saved his arm after the cut was reopened. He\u2019d fished for the vein himself, he said, then had the kid tie around it with the string from his prayer beads. When she asked how that was possible, he said that everything was possible when it was necessary. A vein was flexible, he said. They\u2019d taught him that at the First Aid course at the Sanandaj military base. So he\u2019d checked the infection by being resourceful. Everyday he\u2019d clean the wound, then have the kid tear off a piece of bandage until they were out of bandages and had to resort to Ebadi\u2019s own undershirt which they\u2019d washed and let dry. He went on to tell about the grape leaves. And about the day he\u2019d noticed his hand covered with those huge greenish flies in Kurdistan. Some of the laid eggs, it seemed, had oozed beneath the bloody cloth into the wound. Afterwards he\u2019d passed the time delicately digging them out with a thin piece of stick while he waited for the boy to get his courage up and apply fresh cloth. He told her all the things he\u2019d told the boy about patience, though it hadn\u2019t done any good in the end, because on day 11 when he was woken up by another platoon sent to retake and lose 2319 he\u2019d noticed the boy was nowhere to be found.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhere was he?\u201d she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIn the stream, they said.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAlive?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDo you think he did what you told him not to do? Did he go out there to get himself shot?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHe may have. It was day 11. Our own may have shot him by mistake. But I never wanted to ask them. And they never told. I was lucky I was asleep or they may have shot me too.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSleep with all that shooting around you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou see, Miss, you don\u2019t know war. After a while you\u2019ll sleep through anything. You might even <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">not<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> sleep if there\u2019s no noise.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He could feel her consider this. Consider everything he\u2019d said in fact. Maybe she was speechless or she was imagining the miracle of a man saving his own hand with his prayer beads.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI kept the beads,\u201d he said.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnd the kid?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat about him?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat was his name?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He could have lied and told her any name. But wouldn\u2019t that make his whole story a lie? He\u2019d told her all this to make a point: she shouldn\u2019t have been taking those foreign tourists around showing them war photographs. In a way that kid, too, was just another photograph now. Ebadi had woken up one day not remembering his name. How was that possible? After his hand had healed he\u2019d even gone and visited the kid\u2019s people. They were small farmers who lived up in the north where water was plentiful. He\u2019d eaten their food and slept in their home. He\u2019d watched the mother and father weep. The brothers and sisters too. All six of them. They were a family of weepers. How could he go back now and ask the boy\u2019s name? If only the boy had been more patient, or if only he\u2019d been sleeping too on day 11 when 2319 had been retaken by their own.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHow can you not know his name?\u201d she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her attention must have gone just then. There was a terrible honk and the driver in a passing blue van shouted something about women drivers.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThese things happen, Miss. But you wouldn\u2019t understand.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cGive me your address,\u201d she said.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDrop me anywhere in the city. I can take a bus from there.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cGive me your address.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ebadi did.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSo,\u201d she said, \u201cwhy do you wish to drop my class?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBecause, Miss, Captain Ahab annoys me.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOh?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She gave him a lecture. She told him that talking in riddles was not going to win him her approval. She maintained an even tone as she spoke. Whereas in class she was always animated, now she spoke with a somberness that made him fearful and deaf to the noise of the traffic around them. He froze up again, listening carefully as she talked about how literature was not here to be pleasant, and the fact that Captain Ahab annoyed him was a good thing. Ahab annoyed her too. If he didn\u2019t, the book probably wouldn\u2019t be worth reading as much. It was that man\u2019s obstinacy that had doomed his ship. The reader felt it coming but could do nothing about it, except to read on.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m sorry,\u201d she said then, \u201cI just told you how the book ends but I haven\u2019t yet copied the whole book for the class.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know the end, Miss. Everyone does.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSo what do you think?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t think water is death, like you said last week. It\u2019s life. I understood that on 2319.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOn where?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThe hill.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAh,\u201d she said. \u201cThe hill! You haven\u2019t read this part yet, but do you know who is the only survivor of the story in the book?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIshmael, of course, the narrator. How else could he have told the story?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDo you know how he survives the shipwreck? He survives by holding on to a casket made for a dead man.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat does this have to do with water?\u201d he asked.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIt has everything to do with it. That casket was floating on the water.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He still disagreed. He mumbled something again. And when she told him to speak up, he told her that Captain Ahab had had a death wish.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnd so what if he did?\u201d she shot back.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSometimes a man is tested. It\u2019s God\u2019s will. Other times a man tempts fate and must lose.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMr. Ebadi, you sound like you belong at the pulpit.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThere was no point to Ahab going after the whale, Miss. There\u2019s no point talking about it either.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou could say that about every book we read. We\u2019re studying literature here, not mathematics.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Her words gave him pause. He became thoughtful, saying nothing. On page two of <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> there was a line he had actually liked a lot \u2014 <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">meditation and water are wedded forever.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> He could understand that. He agreed. He was good at recalling lines. Before the war he\u2019d enjoyed respect in the neighborhood because he was known to know the holy book by heart. He was a good reciter too and realized that it was his study of The Book that had made him so adept at learning another language. He would learn more languages yet. English wasn\u2019t enough. And English wasn\u2019t the devil\u2019s language. He wondered what the devil\u2019s language would sound like. He had a warm feeling all of a sudden that made him draw into himself and get comfortable.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Professor Foruzan had some kind of wisdom, he had to admit. She was telling him that she could feel he was full of stories to share. He needed somebody to talk to, she said. And as they drove deep into the city and the beet sellers were followed by hawkers of flowers and cigarettes and bananas at every other red light, Ebadi began to wish the ride would not end. It dawned on him that never in his life had he been driven by a woman before and never had he been the sole passenger in a car. Never! And Professor Foruzan, barely missing a kid who was selling roses and carnations, wondered out loud why this was a nation so fixated on flowers. Ebadi had a ready answer to that. He didn\u2019t speak though. He really did like the first few pages of <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. But only the first few pages. And with a little practice he knew he would even be able to recite not just a sentence here or there but all of the first chapter by heart. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Let the most absent-minded of men be plunged in his deepest reveries \u2014 stand that man on his legs, set his feet a-going, and he will infallibly lead you to water, if water there be in all that region<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He imagined Professor Foruzan as a gigantic pair of eyes watching his every move during those days of 2319. He thought that she must live alone, spending her afternoons and evenings reading books and cooking herself strange, exotic meals from faraway places he would never get to know. He saw her taking long walks by herself up the mountain paths above Tehran. She\u2019d have eggs and dates up there for breakfast and she\u2019d stride down the mountain quickly, keeping to herself always, occasionally sending letters to old school friends in America or Europe, writing a poem now and then. He saw her going through the museum and seeing those pictures of the war again and thinking about him this time.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At some point he was out of her car and had managed to say his goodbye and thank you, yet his imagination would still not stop. That night his roommates did not come back until late and Ebadi lay in his bed hungry, seeing again Professor Foruzan\u2019s eyes keeping track of him while he dabbed a few drops of water on the lips of their wounded. He saw her seeing him always and everywhere. And then Ebadi was sick. He ran a fever. He didn\u2019t get out of bed the rest of the week and he was lucky that one of his roommates finally took pity on him and brought him some bread and cheese and gave him a cup of soup every day. The fever exhilarated him. It made him imagine he could fly. And he dreamt that Professor Foruzan would think he had drowned himself in the lake where those men had been water-skiing before. He dreamt that his death had broken her heart and she had asked the class to pay close attention because, today, she was going to tell them something about water and about a place called 2319. <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Thousands and thousands of mortal men fixed in ocean reveries.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> The class would read <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> differently from then on.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As he got better, he did what he\u2019d promised himself he would do and started to memorize the whole first chapter. Some paragraphs he took for nonsense and gave up. Others did not speak to him. Yet others did: <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I thought I would sail about a little and see the watery part of the world.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> He saw the narrator Ishmael latching on to a coffin to stay alive. And he saw the kid again dead in that stream in Kurdistan. Except he\u2019d never seen the kid dead himself. The rescuing team had only told him about it. They\u2019d been in a hurry and couldn\u2019t pick the kid up. He\u2019d asked them if they\u2019d seen a boy, about 14 or 15, and they said that they had, they\u2019d found him in the stream, dead not too long. But they had to go in the opposite direction from the stream and couldn\u2019t lift him. Ebadi was too weak by then to walk by himself. That was it. He\u2019d never seen the kid again and so he couldn\u2019t imagine Professor Foruzan seeing him see the boy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In the rear, the nurses had been especially nice to him. He had called home and spoken to his father who\u2019d said he\u2019d sacrifice a lamb for his safe return. Then the doctors had told him how his wrist was a miracle and that Ebadi should feel grateful for the rest of his life.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ebadi was grateful to the roommate who brought him food, a 20-year-old kid who had gotten accepted into the Economics program and hated the subject. On Friday when the kid brought Ebadi the final bowl of soup and bread, Ebadi asked how he could repay him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNext time I\u2019m practicing my dance moves here, you must stay and watch instead of cursing under your breath and storming out.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI will stay and watch. Thank you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The following day, Saturday, was the beginning of the week and Ebadi was back at school, looking thin-faced and too weak to carry his backpack with all its pages of his copy from <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. He sat in Professor Foruzan\u2019s class and noticed that she was lecturing about parts of the book he hadn\u2019t read yet. When he looked around he also noticed that the other students had added more pages to their copies since last week. Professor Foruzan spoke about the whiteness of the whale and she spoke of 19th century America. At the end of the class, Ebadi sat still for a while but then lost heart and began to get up as the last of the students were filing out.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMr. Ebadi, wait here for a minute.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He waited.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She had so many books and papers to gather at the end of class every time. He wondered how many books she owned. Where was her house and did she or did she not write poetry? If she did, in which language?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She stood facing him. \u201cI worried that you dropped my class, Mr. Ebadi.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI was very sick, Miss. But I was reading the book.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She nodded. \u201cThat\u2019s good. I\u2019m glad.\u201d Then she started to go. He had prepared for this moment. He\u2019d practiced it like he was memorizing a part of <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Moby Dick<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> or the holy book. He would ask her if she\u2019d marry him. She would ask what made him think she wasn\u2019t already married. He\u2019d say that people talked. She\u2019d say that no, she wouldn\u2019t marry him. He wouldn\u2019t ask why not or persist in any way. It was a lot for him to even ask that much. She would turn around at the last second and ask if this meant he was going to drop her class now and he would say no, he would stay. Then she\u2019d ask if he\u2019d managed to recall the kid\u2019s name. And he\u2019d say something that was clever and only meaningful to the two of them and no one else in the world \u2014 his name was Water, his name was 2319, call him Ishmael if you like \u2026<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Professor Foruzan turned to him looking like she was about to ask if he needed a ride again. They regarded each other.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWill you marry me, Miss Foruzan?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo. Of course not.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There was a pause and then she asked, \u201cDoes this mean you will drop my class now?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo, Miss. 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